felsongwriter

A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

Dear Diary, 

As I sit on my studio desk and write, I realize how far I've come this year.
Back in February, I was still too afraid to perform and leave the house, but with the…

TIKTOK BANNED

Dear Diary, 

 I woke up one day in September to find my TikTok and my 1500 followers gone. No explanation, no email, nothing. 💜

I'm restarting from scratch so you can follow me here:
FOLLOW ME ON TIKTOK

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TIMES ARE CHANGING

Dear Diary, 

 I was quite depressed after the first gig with my band got cancelled due to the rain. On top of that, two members are leaving the band to focus on their own musical projects. Thomas…

BAND'S FIRST GIG

Dear Diary, 

OMG!! This is not a drill! Ok Fel, act normal.

2025 has been 100% insane, hasn't it?
Good and bad, sure, but definitely insane.
Throughout all of the ups and downs, music has been the…

IT'S BEEN A WHILE

Dear Diary, 

I took a break from social media for a while to focus on facing my fears of leaving the house again, and I've made a lot of progress! Last week, I went to 2…

HEARTBROKEN

When: Thursday, May 8th
Time: 7 to 9pm (GMT+2, Berlin, Germany)
Where: https://www.rosfm.ie/live/

Dear Diary, 

It's almost impssible to type as I'm crying so much, but I just wanted to let you know, I won't be on this radio…

FIRST TIME ON THE RADIO!

When: Thursday, May 8th
Time: 7 to 9pm (GMT+2, Berlin, Germany)
Where: https://www.rosfm.ie/live/

Dear Diary, 

Being a musician is weird. One day, you think “This will work!” and then the next day you wonder what…

FIRST BAND PRACTICE

Dear Diary, 

I have some exciting news! I have formed my first band! For now we're still missing a bassist (oh, the irony), but we have an amazing drummer named Alex and of course my dear friend…

HEALING TAKES TIME

Dear Diary, 

The last few days have been hard. It's interesting that even though things are good and I'm getting better, performing, and will even be on the radio (!!!) I still fell into a bit of…

A FULL CIRCLE MOMENT

Dear Diary, 

Back in 2022, I was working as a cleaner and trying to start a music career. I got hired to perform at two beautiful places in Munich: Café Gans am Wasser and Gans Woanders…

AN UNFORGETABLE OPEN MIC

Dear Diary, 

When I woke up on Sunday, I had no idea what the day had in store for me. 
Imagine this: I get up and start warming up my voice. It’s Open Mic day! Exciting…

ADVENTURES IN BERLIN

Dear Diary, 

I'm getting ready to leave the house. The destination? Berlin. The reason? I'm about to go to the German Songwriting Awards. It's been a long time coming. I submitted my songs last year and was…

IT'S TIME. I'M READY.

Dear Diary,

I'm really happy to be where I am today, able to present my latest creation to the world. These last few weeks have been especially challenging, not only for me but for many others…

(TW: Self H, ED, Su!cide) Two days ago, I had a mental health crisis.

I was first diagnosed with depression at 13, when I tried to take myself out of the picture for the first time. I started therapy and…

I don't know if it's a German epidemic, but I know SO many people with burnout, it's scary. My inner circle (aka my chosen family) is mostly made of overachieving people-pleasers in recovery, and we all struggle to embrace rest…